From: "Alison K. Forsgren" Subject: [EVA][FanFic] An Eva Christmas Episode Author's Drivel: This story takes place Christmas Day, 2015. It might not be perfectly in synch with the series, but think of it as an Eva Christmas Episode. And I realize that it is a bit later than Christmas, but sue me, I write slow. Other People Plot's(OPP) warning: this is shamelessly stolen from both the movie Scrooged, the story A Christmas Carol and Neon Genesis Evangelion. NGE is trademark Gainax(the good people behind many a good anime) while the other two are property of someone else whose names escape me. As always, C&C welcome. Email: jmele@brandeis.edu SPOILERS AHEAD Begin Fanfic #2- The Scrooge of Tokyo 3 Ikari Gendou rolled out of his small futon, reaching immediately for his glasses. He adjusted them to his liking, slowly rising to his feet. His room was small, filled almost entirely by the futon and dresser. A small light sat atop the dresser, along with several books of various types. An open copy of Moby Dick rested on a battered stack of papers by his old sensei, Fuyutsuki. It was a tidy room, without posters or pictures or any sign of personality. It was simply where the Commander slept. Gendou gazed out the small window that stared at the city. A thin covering of snow coated the whole city, the single reminder of what day it was. A very special time of year for everyone but Gendou. "Christmas day," he thought as he walked to the small bathroom. "The birth of the savior of humanity," he said bitterly. Gendou stepped out of his apartment exactly twenty minutes later, hair damp from his quick cold shower, hand wrapped around a paper cup of coffee. He kept no silverware in his tidy kitchen, nor any real food. A few snacks, a bottle of sake or two and a coffee maker were all his culinary equipment. In his meditative moments he thought of the irony of his kitchen. For all the gossip behind Misato's cooking, Shinji probably ate better there then he would've with the elder Ikari. Food was the least of his concerns. He closed and locked his door, running his pass card through the door lock, and turned down the hallway to the elevator. Ikari half smiled as the elevator began its lonely descent to the ground floor. How shocked would Fuyutsuki be if he knew the Ice Commander kept tabs on the gossip of NERV. It was his duty to know everything that went on there. And it had nothing to do with the fact that it was the only way he could really learn about his son. Nothing at all. Gendou left the building, perfectly on time as always. He crossed the empty streets, sun beginning its day long journey across the sky. He walked carefully across the icy streets, annoyed at the crunching noises his feet made on the fresh snow. He cherished these moments of peace and quiet, knowing that soon they wouldn't last long. Gendou walked down the stairwell that led to the express train. Just as he reached the platform a train came into view. Nothing like timing, he thought, as close to happy as he could feel. The train was empty, as usual. Nothing was more meditative to Gendou than an empty train. He shuffled through his papers, expense reports and research updates. The necessary trappings of the grand disguise that was NERV. The thought garnered another chuckle from his weathered mouth. Another day was about to begin. "Do you know what day it is?" a voice asked him from across the car. Ikari grunted as he looked up. Where had this woman come from? "Its Christmas day! But you're still on your way to work, aren't you Ikari Gendou." He looked at her a bit more closely, his face slipping into the expressionless mask that most people associated with Ikari Gendou. The woman was slightly shorter than he, and a gaijin with long blond hair. She was dressed in casual wear, of matching red and green color with white trim. "How do you know my name?" he asked, glaring into her face with a look of complete disinterest. Her eyes were blue, deep blue. Like his son's. "I know quite a bit about you, Ikari. I've been sent to show you something, something that not many men see." Gendou's hand, still in his small briefcase, dug for the pistol that he had stored there for emergencies much like this one. "Who sent you?" he asked, while his mind raced: It couldn't be the old men. Not yet anyway. "The gun will do you no good. It is time for us to leave." And with a brilliant flash of white, Gendou and the woman disappeared from the empty train car. At NERV HQ, Ibuki Maya glanced down at her console. There had been a brief flash on the portion of the monitor that monitored for AT fields. Too brief for any sort of confirmation from the Magi, who remained silent regarding an analysis. The wave-form readings were inconclusive as well. It's probably nothing but a malfunction, she thought, well aware of how sensitive the array of gravitometers that ringed the city were. One: Ghost of Christmas Past Gendou looked around himself, expecting to see the train car reform from the white flash. To his consternation (and concealed alarm) he found himself staring at a warehouse on the sea front of Tokyo 2. A familiar warehouse, that he hadn't seen in a long, long time. "You remember this place, don't you," the gaijin stranger said. "How did I get here?" he asked calmly. To an outside observer, the Commander's visage was perfectly calm, but inside his mind was reeling. Has my mind finally cracked? He wondered silently. "It doesn't matter. You did. Deal with it." A man ran across the street to the warehouse, opening the door and rushing in, mindful of the brisk wind that was rushing in off the sea. Gendou's composure lapsed ever so slightly. He knew that man. He knew he had been dead since the day fifteen years ago when Gendou had killed him and two billion other souls. "Come on," the gaijin woman said impatiently. "I don't have all day." As the two walked a light snow began to fall across the city. "I remember this day quite well thank you," he protested as he followed her. "Really?" she said inanely as she pushed through the door. "Wait!" he said calmly. "Won't they notice us barging in?" he asked, knowing exactly what the man would do if he caught any intruders into his domicile. "No one can see or hear us, Ikari. For that matter we can't even interact with anything here besides inanimate objects." She replied sagely. "And don't get into an argument with me on what is inanimate. Don't you want to see your father?" "No." "Too bad." The warehouse was chock full of boxes and crates, all loaded onto pallets for easy delivery. But it was quiet, dead quiet. Nothing had been shipped from here in a long time. Gendou's dad, in an effort to save money, had managed to rent space from one of the local gangs for his family to spend time in. A `vacation' he called it. "Gendou!" a feminine voice yelled. "Mother?" he answered. "Not you! The other one," hissed the gaijin. "Yes mother?" a quiet voice asked. "We're eating." "Coming!" the child sounded back. The sound of footfalls could be heard as a small boy ran across the warehouse from some hiding spot somewhere deep inside the maze of crates. Little Gendou raced to the makeshift table, really just a pallet stacked on a pair of plastic boxes. A pair of headphones dangled out of his ears, and his eyes were pealed at the food waiting for him. Takeout, a selection of pizza and other foreign foods which represented the bounty the family would be receiving this Christmas. "Be a good boy now," the eldest Ikari said sternly as the child knelt down to eat. "Remember the prayer." "You were a very quiet boy, weren't you," the gaijin said as the meal began. "Always ready to retreat from the world into your own private fantasy, kept company by that little radio." "I was weak and emotional…like my dad." "But now you're strong and logical, aren't you. Come along, there is more for you to see." The next scene unfolded before the two observers quickly, seeming to spring from the last spontaneously. A small apartment, European in style, decked out in a festive holiday fashion. A small plastic tree occupied one corner, while the kitchen and table took up most of the rest. Papers and books were scattered across the room, thrown lackadaisically by the occupants. An older Gendou, perhaps twenty five years of age, stood in the kitchen. "Honey the ham is getting cold," he protested as he hovered over a large Christmas ham. "Don't show me this," the older Ikari protested, composure lost for a moment as he realized where he was. "I'll be right out," a soft voice said from another room. "Little Shinji needs another change." "What do we feed him?" Gendou asked himself, a true smile spreading across his face. The older Ikari retreated back further into the corner of the room that held the tree, almost hiding in the plastic branches. "I don't want to see her," he mumbled, squeezing his eyes tight. "Not here, not now." "Too bad," his companion said coldly. Her face, once hidden from view by the tree's branches, softened noticeably. "This is Shinji's first Christmas, less than a year after the second Impact." "Here we are," Yui said warmly as she carried Shinji out from their room. "Shinji, say hello to your father." "Enough," the elder Ikari said from behind a branch. His control had returned, as had the icy edge that ran through his voice. "Somewhere else. Anywhere else." "As you command," mocked the woman. And the scene changed again. Commander Ikari Gendou, leader of the First Branch of NERV, defender of humanity, reeled back into his seat on the empty train car that carried him to work each day for the past ten years. His breath was short, his eyes squeezed tight, arms clutching the briefcase he held. A very different Ikari Gendou from the one that had usually rode the train. "Only a nightmare," he said as he looked around at the empty car. He looked down at himself, icy demeanor returning. Then he noticed something clinging to his arm. A bit of tinsel, of the kind that might adorn any tree that had been done up for Christmas. The Ghost of Christmas Present: Ikari Gendou strolled into his office exactly three minutes later than he did normally. For a man with a normal job, arriving at six on Christmas Day would be a mark of a truly driven worker. In Gendou's case it was a sign of his own weakness. He had sat in the brisk morning air out front of NERV HQ for almost a full minute, and traveled into the fortress slowly, taking frequent brakes to think about his train ride. Perhaps, he thought as he rested himself in the chair behind his desk, it is overwork. I need a vacation. The thought brought a half smile to his face. I'm sure that will fit right in with the timetable. I could go before the committee and ask them to postpone for a week or two, for a vacation. Fuyutsuki entered the door, the old professor leaving early to visit family up north for the day. Gendou had approved his request without emotion after the old man had asked for it a week before. "The reports that you requested are ready, and the tests Doctor Akagi has been running are nearly finished." "Excellent," Gendou said, grateful for something to distract him from the train ride. He picked up the stack of files and looked back at his sensei. "What are the Children doing today?" he asked quietly. "Rei has a harmonics test today, and Doctor Akagi requested that either Shinji or Asuka come in for a routine check on one of the simulators. Why?" "Just… clearing my head. Let Asuka know that she will have a test tonight." He paused. "Perhaps some lunch, Professor?" he asked. "Of course," Fuyutsuki responded, slightly confused. "Its been a while since the last time we ate, hasn't it. Why now?" Damned if I believe there's no reason, he thought darkly. Gendou didn't answer. Instead he stood, brushed something off his shoulder in a close, for Ikari, approximation of alarm, and walked around his desk. "Come Professor, we have some details to discuss." Fuyutsuki had to admit that Gendou was the same as ever. He ate quickly, pausing to speak about various topics, plans and procedures. Fuyutsuki enjoyed slowly eating, tasting each roll as he bit into it. He secretly believed that the only edible food produced by the NERV cafeteria were the rolls, which were baked fresh each morning. Gendou shoveled everything into his mouth with no prejudice. He held no enjoyment in eating, and hadn't for as long as Fuyutsuki remembered. Odd, he thought, when Yui had been such a great cook. Or maybe not, he thought, listening to Ikari discuss his plans for increasing the production of LCL. It was safe to talk about these matters behind the secure doors of the Commander's Lounge. And it was the first time that it had been used since it had been built. Normally the two commanders would eat by themselves in the cafeteria, silently consuming their food and returning to work. "Excuse me, Fuyutsuki." Gendou said, rising to his feet. "I need to use the…facilities." Then he grinned. "Aren't we too old for bathroom humor?" Fuyutsuki replied. There are times when you are almost human, Gendou, he silently added. Gendou walked to the private bathroom that was in the back of the lounge. This place was a waste of space, he thought. We could fit another lab in here, or some additional computers. He pushed the door open and went to a stall. As he opened the door and walked in he was suddenly somewhere else. The first thing he realized was he no longer needed to use the bathroom. The second thing was his location. He was staring down at the battered city of Tokyo 3 from the Tower. Another manifestation of psychosis, he thought darkly. If I go insane then it will be a great deal more difficult to finish the plan. "Ikari Gendou, look at your city," a voice spoke softly from behind him. Gendou whirled around to face his target. She was a small woman, a head and a half shorter then he, with dark black hair and brown eyes that seemed to look between his eyes, as if locked on to something. At least it isn't a gaijin, he thought. "And who are you supposed to be?" Ikari asked, noting the archaic Chinese garb the woman was dressed in. "The Ghost of Christmas Present." A simple statement of fact. "I don't believe you." "Gendou, you are a man of unusual interests. I'm sure you have seen things which you hadn't believed possible happen before your eyes before. What is one more?" "Did the old men send you?" Gendou asked suddenly, realizing the absurdity of the question as it left his mouth. "Old men? No one sent me. I am here because there was a job I needed to do here." "Which is?" Gendou asked skeptically. "Show you the present." With a sharp lurch they were inside an apartment, one Gendou couldn't place immediately. It was larger than his, and packed with more furniture. A small couch faced a television/stereo system, a desk was squeezed in beside a stuffed bookshelf, and a tidy kitchen was separated from the rest of the room by a counter. Gendou saw small figurines of cats littering the whole apartment, of all shapes and sizes. "Dr. Akagi's room, isn't it," his companion said. "Plenty of stuff here, isn't there. But its still sort of empty." Gendou glanced around the room again, noticing the lack of photos. There was one picture frame on Ritsuko's counter, but turned face down. He lifted it up, set it right. It was a picture of the doctor, Misato and Kaji, all smiling happily. Ritsuko was not blond, nor was she wearing her lab coat. "Now why would she have put that picture face down?" the Ghost asked. "It isn't important. Why does any of this matter?" "Something I have come to expect from humanity is the inability to realize that everything matters. Come on," the small woman said impatiently, tapping her foot. "Where are we-" he was cut off his surroundings blended into someplace else. He was standing in one of the larger supply rooms of NERV HQ, staring at the boxes of supplies for the cafeteria. In front of him Misato and Kaji were locked in an frenzied animalistic embrace. The two showed no signs of seeing him, though he was in plain view. "Let me guess, no one can see or hear us." "Correct. You learn quick." "I'm sure this can't have anything to with me," he said, annoyance slowly eroding his calm. "Really? I was under the impression that you were a rather smart person, but it seems you still don't realize that everything matters. After all, isn't humanity rather important to your plans? Or are you no better than the men from SEELE?" "You know nothing about the men from SEELE. The arrogance and ambition they hold so dear that they would kill all of mankind with no hope for resurrection." "On the contrary, Commander, I know much about them. Almost everything in fact." "Why are you showing me these things? To torture me or confuse me." Gendou was angry, and not afraid of showing it. His icy demeanor had melted, and his voice was raised. "Relax. You may come to understand eventually that these two are also taking part in their own personal Completion plan." The Ghost gave Gendou a wicked smile. "Come on." Ikari managed to brace himself for the next shift, and was greeted by a view of Unit 02, locked onto the restraining frame. The entry plug was out, and a small red suited figure was staring at the Eva. Soryuu Asuka Langley looked expressionlessly at the massive figure of the Evangelion, lips moving slowly as she spoke. In the distance, Ikari couldn't hear the words, but he had a good idea of what the girl was saying. "She stays here for hours at a time, when there is no one around for her to abuse. A fragile mind that is bound to break in time," the Ghost said softly. "But you know all about her mind don't you. The psyche reports confirm what you did to her so long ago." "The project needed another pilot. Her mother volunteered," Ikari began, then realized he was justifying himself. "Who are you to judge me?" he asked sharply. "I'm not judging anything. I just show you the reality around you." "I'm quite aware of what goes on around me, thank you." "Actually you are. I must say I respect you for your drive towards your goal. Your ruthlessness in crushing anything that stands in your way. Nothing matter to you but her-" "Enough. Are we finished here?" "Yes. One last thing for you to see with me. I won't lie to you," the Ghost said, "I haven't enjoyed taking you on this trip." "Spare me your opinions. I have never seen a less convincing psychosis. I mean, you look more like an old Anime voice actor than a Ghost. Shouldn't you be a little more intimidating?" "Wait for my brother to take you, then you'll get intimidating. Ready?" As the words left her mouth, they were already standing on the balcony of an apartment that Gendou recognized as Major Katsuragi's. The lights were off, the apartment apparently empty. The middle of the kitchen counter was occupied by a large pyramid of empty beer cans, and a few pairs of chopsticks. "The only one home is your son. When the others are here he does what they ask, but when the time comes for him to do something for himself…" she trailed off as Shinji walked into view. Shinji walked across the living room, feet dragging on the ground as he shuffled to the fridge. He was dressed in his school uniform, even though there would be no school today. Gendou wondered suddenly if his son had any clothes besides the uniforms. Then he remembered his own closet and dressers, filled with the same suits, shirts and underwear. Shinji filled his glass from the tap and reached for an apple from the fruit basket partially hidden from sight by the beer-amid. He held the apple in his hand as he adjusted the headphones that adorned his head. He shuffled slowly back to his room. "Come on in," the Ghost said after Gendou had remained silent for a few moments. She dragged Gendou through the door, the two phasing through the matter as if it wasn't there. "Look at the answering machine." The answering machine sat blinking unchecked messages, but Shinji had ignored it. "The messages are from the boys he goes to school with. They have asked him to come to a small get together at the class representative's house. Asuka has a similar message waiting for her as well. She would most likely go if not for the tests you set for her tonight." "I don't see what is so important about a Christmas party. These Children have a duty to the world, and have been trusted with an incredibly important goal. I think the saving of the human race could quite possibly take precedence over attending a `get together.'" "You have a peculiar definition of saving the human race, Ikari Gendou," the Ghost remarked almost coldly. "Come now, its time to go back." With an almost audible pop, the two figures disappeared, leaving only the empty living room. Almost an hour later, Shinji left his room again, this time going to the window to gaze at the city. He looked emotionlessly at the sky, still snowing steadily. He missed the two pairs of footprints that were dead center on the balcony, slowly being covered. The Ghost of Christmas Future Gendou left the Commander's lounge abruptly, giving Fuyutsuki an excuse about a meeting he had forgotten about. Fuyutsuki accepted this without comment, knowing full well that the Commander forgot almost nothing. But he was leaving in a few moments anyway, having relations that he had to visit on Christmas. The Commander strolled onto the bridge an hour later, glancing around in the relaxed atmosphere of a non-crisis command center. Misato was back on duty, with no signs of wear from her earlier athletic activities. Asuka was beginning her simulator runs, blissfully unaware of the invitation waiting for her at home. The first string of NERV employees was on vacation for the holidays, and besides Dr. Akagi down in Terminal Dogma, there were none of the people that Ikari was used to seeing in the command center. He sat at his seat over looking the whole room, hands locked in front of his face, thinking deeply. Beside the occasional nervous glance up at his station, those in the room ignored him. He found himself searching for a crisis, anything to distract him from the images he saw. But nothing came up. Finally needing some air and a change in scenery he departed. "Major," he said as he passed by Misato, "alert me if there are any unusual occurances." "Yes sir," she replied, slightly puzzled. But then the Commander was always odd in his conversations. Probably knows something we mortals don't, she thought as he entered the elevator down to Terminal Dogma. As the doors whooshed shut, Ikari realized he wasn't alone. He had been sure the elevator had been empty, should have been empty since the only other people with access to the command elevator were Major Katsuragi and the Professor, both accounted for. But behind him he felt a cold presence. He turned to face it, and saw something that shook his composure to badly that a small gasp escaped him. A tall form, cloaked in a gigantic mantle of black fabric, gazed down from a shadowy face that hid deep inside the black hood. Two pinpricks of light, not dissimilar to the eyes of Unit 01, stared back at him. Clutched in the crook of the figure's arms was a tall scythe, blade a dark shade of red. "Who are you?" Gendou breathed, already certain of the answer. DEATH. "Why are you here?" TO SHOW YOU THE FUTURE. "Why you? Shouldn't you be… something else?" YOU MIGHT HAVE CONFUSED ME WITH MY SISTERS. Without warning or comment, Gendou was someplace else. And judging from what was happening, sometime else. He was standing on a battlefield, gazing at the red figure of Unit 02 being butchered by the Series 5 Evangelions. All around him were signs of struggle, from destroyed JSSDF tanks to slaughtered NERV personnel. TODAY WILL BE/HAS BEEN A BUSY DAY. "Then the old men finally act." OF COURSE. "And NERV casualties are high, the Children alive and the Eva's intact? It will work won't it. I'll see her soon, won't I." PERHAPS. PERHAPS NOT. The scene shifted, flashes of images that passed before they could be comprehended. Ikari heard his son's voice, conversing softly with Rei's. Shinji was choosing something, something important, but try as he might, Gendou couldn't make out the words. He finally realized where he was: he was floating in a sea of LCL, bright crosses of light extending outwards towards the Geo Front, a black egg hovering above the Earth. Souls leaving their bodies as coherence could no longer be maintained. "Completion," he breathed. DEATH, his companion commented. ON A SCALE NEVER BEFORE SEEN ON THIS PLANET. "Nothing can be gained from death, or so I once thought. But I am no longer sure. Whose scenario will succeed?" Death was silent, its gaze fixed on the cataclysm occurring around it. A hesitance seemed to surround its form, like a man who realized he was going to much busier than he thought. The stream of images slowed down, to a trickle. A bright flash, followed by a feeling of absence, as if something had left his presence, then Ikari's vision faded to black, with a single slowly coming to fill his vision. In the darkness, Death seemed to have disappeared. The object before him was vaguely rectangular, with squares cut out at the corners, forming a cruciform of sorts. Across its front were stains of blood red, stretching across the center portion of its shape. It floated before Ikari, gently twisting and turning as if suspended in water. It was so familiar but from where he couldn't place. THIS SYMBOL, Death said from Ikari's side, THIS SYMBOL IS CHRISTMAS. BUT YOU WON'T FIND IT IN YOUR BOOKS OR YOUR SCROLLS. IT IS A PROMISE, MADE NOT OUT OF NECESSITY, BUT OUT OF KNOWLEDGE AND UNDERSTANDING. THIS IS YOUR MONUMENT TO HUMANITY. "You show me these things to change what I will do? To make me abandon the plan and let the old men of SEELE win?" I JUST SHOW THEM, Death said as the image faded. "Then I'm the Scrooge of this Christmas carol?" Ikari asked. NO, Death said, with a hint of amusement. Then the icy presence disappeared and Ikari Gendou was in the command elevator heading for Terminal Dogma. Epilogue or The Real Scrooge of Tokyo 3: Pen-Pen's outraged squeaks could be heard over the general din of Misato's Christmas party as he was dragged from the balcony and shoved into the spotlight. Misato, heedless to her friends objections, had decided to dress the penguin up in a manner more suitable to the spirit of the occasion. So Pen-Pen's instinctual playing in the snow on the balcony had been cut short by the inebriated Major's scheme. Shinji, removed from his bed forcefully by a happy Misato an hour or so earlier, was smiling serenely at the antics taking place in the living room, half listening to Kensuke and Touji's witty discussion regarding Asuka's close relationship with Satan, while the Demonic Offspring in question clung to a tired Kaji's arm. Ritsuko had taken a night off her research project and decided to shore up her relationship with Misato. Maya and the rest of the bridge crew were all crowed around the punchbowl, sampling a variety of the Major's drink creations. Her lack of skills in the art of food preparation apparently didn't extend into the realm of mixed drinks. Shinji's gaze drifted from the happy adults, across the plastered Major and annoyed penguin to the solitary form that was looking out the window. He found solace in that form, somehow, and before he realized it, he had joined her next to the window. "Hello, Ayanami," he said tentatively. "Ikari," she replied simply. "I thought you had a harmonics test tonight? How did you manage to get out?" "The Commander let Asuka, Dr. Akagi and I go, with the express orders to attend this," she glanced around, a faint glimmer of amusement in her voice, "party." "Oh," Shinji said, out of conversational material. "Do you like snow?" he asked lamely. Across the room, Asuka had noticed the exchange and broke off from Kaji, much to his delight. She walked over to Touji, Kensuke and Hikari who were holding a Children's Council in the room's corner. "Asuka," Hikari asked as the girl made it over to the kids. "I thought you had a test today? How did you get to go to the party?" "It was strange," the German girl said, "but the Commander came out of the elevator in the middle of the tests and told all of us to go. He looked a little pale, but he said Christmas was no time for us to be stuck in here. It was a little odd, to see him caring about something as normal as a holiday." Meanwhile, Pen-Pen squeaked at Misato, angry at being pulled from the snow. Misato paid him no heed as he continued with the penguin equivalent of `bah humbug.'